when life gives you lemons

cant stop listening to conor maynards single its actually stuck in my head. its wierd that he has a single and stuff now i remember listening to his covers like 2 years ago.  its funny how quickly artists can get famous and know now! it happens like overnight! its crazy!

spent all day today revising maths because im a geek but i am about to commit so i might go find some chocolate to eat. 2kfat. i get distracted too easily, i wasnt gonna come on my laptop all day but i failed. wah. 

NEED. TO. REVISE. 

MOOBS.

Had the cutest start to half term by spending a day in the sun at camer park with everyone just chatting and drinking, it was cute. Then went back to matts and all just chilled it was like a proper summer evening even though it was so cold! I HAD MY FIRST CUP OF TEA TOO! it was actually so nice! i well enjoyed it, dipped biscuits and everything. was beaut.

had a sulie reunition day today! love the fact that even though i havent seen her for forever whenever me and jue meet up its like we have never been apart we non-stop talk. Today made me so excited for Tenerife in the summer we are literally going to have the best time :D

GEUSS WHO GOT TICKETS FOR RADIO ONES HACKNEY WEEKEND.

yeah me! I was on it like sonic it was brillaint. buttttt as soon as i bought the ticket i checked the line up and found out that there is a special geust on sunday and the wanted are about to announce a new “massive” gig for the summer…

if its this i will kill myself. The sunday line up looks amazing aswell it was literally a toss up between the days, i hope i havent picked the wrong day omg.

went to the gym tonight because i was feeling fat now i feel so tired and shit wah. better get on with my IT coursework then get to bed. being in my VIP our top makes me feel so much better :D

is it bad that i really miss the boys and they have only been in america for a week tommorrow… i feel like such a twat but i actually miss them so much. i hope they don come back before two months or i am gonna go mad. HATE BEING A BOYBAND WHORE :(

Seeing as I have been so busy and had no internet at my dad’s I haven’t been on tumbr in forever. But seeing as today was extra brill I thought I would return to show how amazing it was…

So after Leah coming to gravsindia for the weekend, today we went to KOKO in Camden to see Rizzle Kicks, Mavic Saber and Labrinth for free. We got there at about 12 expecting to see a line of a billion people and there was no one! Can’t believe we were first in line, I made a friend called Shankar, Leah said we were flirting but I think its coz she’s jel…. Lol, jk. At about 2:30 a man came out and because we were first in line we got to go inside and do karaoke! WOOH. So he took us inside and over to Jamillia where we had to put on all this fancy costume, so I had a red wig, guitar sunglasses and a blow up guitar… it was brilliant. We just had to stand either side of her while she spoke to the camera. She starting talking about the wanted and one direction and I and Leah were like… wtf how funny! Haha she said she recognised us from other t4 things which was funny! Once she had done her bit me and Leah went into the karaoke booth and sung Glad you Came and did the dance and everything! We were so good! We got given a DVD of it as well! Haha! We were allowed to stay inside but wanted a wristband so a man took us upstairs and went and found one especially for us, even though they weren’t actually given them out! Haha! Then we just sat by the stage then got first pick of where we wanted to stand which was cool. Eventually the whole place filled up and we had to do the norm of about 1000 practices of clapping because they think we are retarded but whatever. Jamillia was trying to do a clip in the crowd but kept having to redo it because of some stupid chavvy twats but finally after about 5 takes she did it in the end. Rizzle kicks were first and they had to do each song twice which was good! They did down with the trumpets and their new one travellers chant. The bits in-between there songs were quite funny because you could see how genuine they are, they are actually jokes! After Rizzle kicks it was Mavic Saber who was the cutest looking man I have ever seen! But his song was so boring so we just waved our glow sticks around and looked like we were enjoying it, more than he did! He only did one song so wasn’t on for long! THEN IT WAS LABRINTH WOOH. He came on looking really happy and excited it was so cute! He also did two songs; it started with earthquake which was actually so good! The whole audience was jumping up and down! Then they took ages to get ready for him to do it the second time so he did a little acoustic version of let the sun shine then went into a bit of tine tempah which was brilliant. Then they still weren’t ready so he jumped in the crowd right next to me and went a shook Leahs hand it was so cute, then he got dragged back up on stage to do earthquake again. Then he took a group picture of everyone the stage moved and everything it was so scary but shows how cute he is. Then he had to sing his new one, last time, which I didn’t think I knew the words too but I actually did! After he did it the first time he got a picture with some girl then sang happy birthday to someone else then was just messing around on his little machine and said that he was gonna go and meet everyone outside after to get picture, the cutie! So after he did his song again I and Leah rushed outside to wait for him. Finally he came out and after alot of pushing we got to have a picture with him! Leah was so cute, he loves her! He’s actually my new fav person ever! Want to go see him again soon!

its actually funny how this was actually the best night of my life. like im not even saying it in a fangirl way (well i am but) i just laughed, smiled and jumped so much on tuesday it was ridiculous.

It started in soundhceck when i told jay to do a backflip off the platform and he said he was “incapable” so during the meet and greet i thought id ask him if he wanted me to teach him… this ended in him dragging me to another room and me doing no handed cartwheels and flips for him. I cant beleive he was filming it and everything. oh how embarrassing, but it was so funny. Nath was actually nice to me for once as well bless him! He told me my face was his fav… qt. The concert was just A+ we even went out and met bby ben just before the wanted haha. The boys were all so shocked at how loud it was and just wahh i wanna go back so bad! it was so funny. All yesterday and today ive just been so depressed thinking i probabally wont see them for ages now :( bucket.

Well all else im gonna say is that it was so worth the money im deffinately doing it again next year! haha! 

i’ll write about this later. but omfg it was amazing, the best night ever, each and everyone of them boys got emotional because they finally realised they made it!

love them so much.

Mummys birthday yesterday which i hadnt bought her a present for so i asked adam to get it from blueater, he got her a vibrating fish on a string and a dog that flips… this is why i should always buy presents. who even is he? but she found it funny so it was fine. I got her the best card that had old mens bums on the front that said, “have a crackin day” hahaha.

Last night was uncle berts 80th birthday party, well technically it was his 20th because his birthday is on 29th of feb. How wierd. But yeah it was nice to see dan and luke and that, they are all growing up so much! Pretty sure the average age of everyone there was about 70+, everyone was so old. 

Going to the O2 tonight to see my babys! i am so excited :D. tbh im not as excited as i was for manch but i geuss thats because i hadnt ever seen it then but i reckon tonight will be so amazing because it is london! Going for a meal with leah and hannah first which will be qt as :D

this is me being really excited….

omg i love pizza hut happy hour so much. £7 for… medium pizza, unlimitted salad, potato wedges, refillable drink AND ice cream factory… i am so full up though now i cant actually move.

It was a cute date with kel, mog and issy, i havent laughed that much in ages. literallly didnt stop laughing the whole time! i felt so sick because i was laughing so much! i must have creid three times! i love how close us four have all got this year, cant wait to spend summer with them!

now i need to get on with my media evaluation thats gotta be in on friday… ooops.